Didn't you see

Didn't see the clutter around
    didnt you see the dirt everywhere
      didnt you catch the vodka stashed in the water bottles
       didnt you see all the intoxication
        didnt you feel the worldly hooks not letting go of him
       didnt you see the depression
     didnt you see the shot gun
   didnt you see the shot gun shells everywhere
didnt you see them by the bed
  by the tv
    by the night stand
      in the bathroom
    didnt you see how lost he was
  didnt you see how to help him
didnt he see who loved him
  didnt he want to feel anything other than the intoxication
didnt they see what was wrong
  why were we so blind to the problems and sadness
  why couldnt we see he needed help
    why didnt he listen
   he was seduced so young
 he needed help
he needed understanding
  he needed guidance

                    we all need help all some point

free

I wish to be free of you as you are obviously free of me.

I'm hooked on you,
I need a fix,
I can't take it,
Just one more hit,
I promise,
I can deal with it,
I'll handle it,
quit it,
Just one more time,
then that's it,
Just a little bit more to get methrough this,
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts,
in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
-piece from Kelly Clarkson's Addicted