Friday, December 30, 2011

FREEDOM! AMEN PEOPLE!!!



"You're blessed when you're content with just who you are - no more, no less. That's the moment you find yourselves proud owners of everything that can't be bought"~ From my sister's Jackie Facebook post




Casting Crowns "Voice of Truth"
Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes to climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves

To step out of my comfort zone
To the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out his hand

But the waves are calling out my name and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again. 'Boy, you'll never win!'
"You'll never win"

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
And the voice of truth says "Do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth says "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant
With just a Sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name and he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again "boy, you'll never win!
"You'll never win"

But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
From on top of them looking down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me

I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth 

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Oh the Silly things I say..Stories of a Mind Wanderer

LOL
I know I say alot of silly things that might make me look: naive, immature, not the brightest bulb in the box, not with it, etc etc, pick one alright it wont offend me in any way shape or form.


With that being said I'd like to explain something to everyone...:) Believe me or not..Have an opinion or not... It's perfectly fine with me as many of you who are near and dear to me know the changes I have been going through.

I'm pretty damn with it ya'll, sorry, hate to break it to yea...Most of the time I say"off the wall" things that may not make sense, but is said with a purpose that if most of the people in this world would stop acting like they are "OF this world" and more like "NOT of this world" would understand me perfectly.
Now let me clear up something about that last part. First off I know the 'of this world' and 'not of this world' phrase is associated with religion, and that is not the label I am going for here. I think I am mainly talking about this mind set that the most of the inhabitants of this world have fallen into. The mediocre drive, need for instant gratification, low tolerance for what Randy calls the "Waa Waa" factor, lazy, procrastinating, "not my job description", mind set that goes no where.  And what's Sad as hell is that it's a Choice to be and remain there. Holy Shiskies! That scares me when I look around these days. And I'm not being hypocritical mind you, because I was like that and am still shedding that damn mind set.....

I get it.....I can see..... so when I say something off the wall, naive, silly, nonsense, immature yadda yadda, It's not because I'm just saying it to hear myself speak, I have a purpose behind it, whether it be to joke around to lighten up someones day, to point something out differently, to even maybe say something out loud to myself for a better understanding and maybe not meant to be heard by someone in the room..................

NOW, the topic of my "timing" of these things in certain social situation is still a work in progress. LOL LOL LOL

"Be anxious for nothing"

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