Growth

I feel like I've entered a new phase in my life. A different level of growth and awareness. And I feel so very much alone. What are you supposed to do when the other people around you that you do care about or so stuck and refuse or can't grow. As it is the vast vast majority of the population is stuck, and the very few have to deal with them. And its so frustrating. Its a constant conflict. Why dont people understand a true connection, or understand that a husband and wife can still have their own thing and their own friends, same sex or opposite, and just BE. Just be themselves. Why can't they be a unit as well as a separate entity...

Didn't you see

Didn't see the clutter around
    didnt you see the dirt everywhere
      didnt you catch the vodka stashed in the water bottles
       didnt you see all the intoxication
        didnt you feel the worldly hooks not letting go of him
       didnt you see the depression
     didnt you see the shot gun
   didnt you see the shot gun shells everywhere
didnt you see them by the bed
  by the tv
    by the night stand
      in the bathroom
    didnt you see how lost he was
  didnt you see how to help him
didnt he see who loved him
  didnt he want to feel anything other than the intoxication
didnt they see what was wrong
  why were we so blind to the problems and sadness
  why couldnt we see he needed help
    why didnt he listen
   he was seduced so young
 he needed help
he needed understanding
  he needed guidance

                    we all need help all some point